
I’m gonna… go to bed now. Text me after 8 tomorrow if you’re still… yeah. I should be done by then.

Okay, thanks Leah. I asked Derek if he needed me he keeps replying with one word answers most of them a resounding no. Good luck on your exam.
I think this environment does that to people. A lot.

Maybe i’m overreacting. I just feel like something has changed. It’s like all i’m hearing is bad news everywhere.


It’d be kinda stupid to go away to Boulder just to break up with you, knowing he hasn’t finished the … school year. It’s not so much studying as it is trying to keep a calm mind and not psych myself out but uh, let me know if I should call her anyway. As long as it’s not too late at night because I need my sleep. It’s probably just some weird family thing. Or a fishing trip. I surely hope Gabe’s cellphone fell in a lake.

I’m really worried. Like I have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Neither of them are particularly good at texting, though. Um, I have a test I’m trying not to freak out about in the morning. Do you want me to call my mom now? I can ask her to check up on them subtly.

It’s fine. If you’re studying don’t worry about it I’ll just keep trying with Derek. Thanks though Leah. I’m just really worried. If Gabe hadn’t gone home as well I would think he was breaking up with me.
